it is still really hard
I still think about you
talk about you and miss you
some days I convince myself that everything is getting better, but its not.
Whenever I hear your name, I wish that you were still mine,
I know I wasn't the perfect guy. I know you hated that I worried about you and other guys, but jealously isn't a bad thing..
It's just a way of saying I care!
I wish you want us as much a I want you..
I miss us and everything we shared.
All the memories.
And I'm not sure what to do anymore.